Hardest Thing

What's the hardest thing I've ever had to get out of my mind? A relationship? Substance abuse? Money? Youth? Impetuousness?

An obsessive relationship. Being OCD is bad but having OCD over another person is just terrible. To the other, it is off-putting, whereas to me it may be called love. And what is it that makes one relationship different and obsessive over others? Over all the many (romantic or otherwise) relationships in my life, how many have been obsessive, and why? It seems to be normal to be obsessive a time or two, maybe with the wife (note this is not limited to lust nor love, but it's about obssesiveness). And what if the wife doesn't reciprocate? Ah... then I've lost power over that relationship, and learned there is correlation between obsesiveness (or love) and co-dependency!

This is logical... but obsessiveness is emotional. The solution here is to pull the damn cork off my mind and let all these OCD thoughts out.



- © 2009 by Willy

Do What You Can

... With What You've Got.

Don't worry about the things you can't do anything about. Concern yourself with making sure you always do your very best with the talents given you. You honor God that way

.
- © 2009 by Willy